not nancy

okay. that was really intense. i cried.

the last few times i've used the ouija it has been really stuck on indicating the letter 'n' and it seems fond of 'z,' which is kind of like an 'n' turned on its side.

tonight it asked me, more than once, if i am nancy. that's my mom. holy moly.

i asked if it was gloria, my grandma, and it said yes but i'm not so sure i believe that.

mom has to come over and do this.

the thing that is synchronous about this, is that i made the ouija board with my friend nick. nick has been hanging out with a girl named nancy (which is a rare name among our generation). but the ghosts are my friends, not nick's, so i'm pretty sure they aren't in search of nick's nancy.

wow.

i really needed that. i feel some weird sense of validation. i also feel a vague sense of losing my marbles and broadcasting it all over the Internets for the whole world to read about. even though i think only two people read this (yes! i do believe i've gained a reader!).

deep breaths. sweet dreams. family ghosts watching my back.