2 posts tagged “cry”

forget about those words (below) about new york city.

i saw a rainbow today and it made me glad.

everything is really hectic but i'm maintaining some sense of sanity. well yesterday i was sort of unsane but today i got it together. brink of tears at stupid things a few times, but i'm still hangin' on.

five work days left at the paper. it took me until today to figure out who my dwight schrute is. brother jeff is flush with ideas for goodbye pranks to pull on 'dwight.' i might just let fate work its magic.

nothing too synchronous to report. however, i am watching 'last comic standing' right now and richard belzer of Law and Order is a judge. my favorite post-star co-worker's brother is married to richard belzer's stepdaughter. the wedding took place at a las vegas elvis-y chapel. i watched a video of it online. richard belzer looked awesome. he was wearing those sunglasses. doug's brother looked kind of like the ass he describes him as. his wife looked like the ex-model doug said his mom said she was.

okay. that was really intense. i cried.

the last few times i've used the ouija it has been really stuck on indicating the letter 'n' and it seems fond of 'z,' which is kind of like an 'n' turned on its side.

tonight it asked me, more than once, if i am nancy. that's my mom. holy moly.

i asked if it was gloria, my grandma, and it said yes but i'm not so sure i believe that.

mom has to come over and do this.

the thing that is synchronous about this, is that i made the ouija board with my friend nick. nick has been hanging out with a girl named nancy (which is a rare name among our generation). but the ghosts are my friends, not nick's, so i'm pretty sure they aren't in search of nick's nancy.

wow.

i really needed that. i feel some weird sense of validation. i also feel a vague sense of losing my marbles and broadcasting it all over the Internets for the whole world to read about. even though i think only two people read this (yes! i do believe i've gained a reader!).

deep breaths. sweet dreams. family ghosts watching my back.