2 posts tagged “dead”

i keep forgetting the mission of this blog. its purpose (at first, at least) is to enhance my writing. i used to do it all the time. i guess i was bad, but whatever, at least i did it. now i just write about boring things.

the other purpose is to focus on the synchronicities that crash into my soul daily. they've been waning. i think my third eye has been closed because i've been out gallivanting like some freak. i'll get it back. i just have to try to be more receptive. or more people should read this and then do things that are seemingly synchronous. i don't care if it's fake, just as long as i'm unaware.

also i should be ouijaing more. i guess i'm going to do some laundry. last time that happened the ghosties asked me if i was mom (scroll down).

i guess i will. whatever.

the last few times, though, my calls haven't been answered. so stupid.

i tried ouijaing alone last night. i was nervous and it went right down to 'goodbye.'

i tried it again tonight with a better attitude and it worked. seriously. i talked to the same ghosts that nick and i had contacted on tuesday night. they were nice. at one point they wrote 'c-r-y' and that made me uneasy and it seemed like my music had gotten louder so i stopped and turned it down a bit. then i came back and things were going well and at one point they wrote 'a-r-e-y-o-u-d-e-a-d' and i'm not kidding. i said, 'no, i'm alive' and they wrote 'm-a-y-b-e' and i said 'maybe? no, i'm pretty sure i'm not dead, i'm alive' and they went to 'yes.'

they said there are 2 of them and they are nice and they think i am nice and they are always hanging out here with me.

right now we're watching a new episode of 'the office.' i'm not incredibly impressed.